Cast and crew of: In Between My Handmade Moments by Tiger Souvannakoumane at the #LAAsianPacificFilmFestival!!
Schooling.
I am TERRIFIED to go back to school. Not that I don’t like it, I actually love school, but the thought of having to go back to meet all these new people, becoming awkward again, really the social aspects gives me so much anxietyyy. I feel awkward enough at my work. Being so comfortable during undergrad and being supported by all my peers and educators was something that I really took for granted.
Also, having to commit myself full-time again is going to be rough. Going into debt again. I enjoy the funds, I enjoy not having to take home my work (for the most part). But then again, I don’t want to be stuck in a job that’s JUST A JOB. I want to commit myself to something that’s worthwhile. Something that I am passionate about and be able express my OWN opinions, my own THOUGHTS, my own VALUES and share that with people who will listen.
I didn’t get a Bachelor’s for nothing, you guys. But I feel it’s not GOOD ENOUGH for something that I want to do.
Languages.
What I’ve come to realize (over and over and over again) is the fact that Art is a Language. It’s its own entity. It has its own dynamics, speakers, storytellers, creators… something that not everyone can understand or will even try to understand. So instead, make the art you want to make - and the dialogue will follow.
